my credits goes craft beader of GT, my jaws dropped from laughing! lol
A Woman's Secret .. and her Prayer
There was once a man and woman who had been married
for more than 60 years. They had shared everything.
They had talked about everything.
They had kept no secrets from each other except
that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of
her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to
open or ask her about.
For all of these years, he had never thought about
the box, but one day the little old woman got very
sick and the doctor said she would not recover....
In trying to sort out their affairs, the little
old man took down the shoe box and took it to his
wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he
should know what was in the box.
When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls
and a stack of money totaling $25,000. He asked her
about the contents.
"When we were to be married," she said, "my
grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage
was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got
angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a
doll."
The little old man was so moved; he had to fight
back tears. Only two precious dolls were in the box.
She had only been angry with him two times in all
those years of living and loving. He almost burst
with happiness......
"Honey," he said, "that explains the dolls, but what
about all of this money? Where did it come from?"
"Oh," she said, "that's the money I made from
selling all the dolls..."
Women will love this...............
A Prayer.
Dear God, I pray for :
Wisdom to understand my man;
Love to forgive him;
And Patience for his moods;
because God, if I pray for Strength,
I'll beat him to death
Laugh Out Loud
Mother's day is McDonald's day
Happy Mothers' Day to all mommies out there! this is my beloved mum, our sibs' buddy.. people call her Tita Regie she got that name back when we still have our canteen. (fyi: we call elder women like that of my mom's age "Tita", that's how we address elder people, related or not, with respect here, "Tito" for male)She cooks very well, that in a short period of time, she already have regular customers who always look for her cooked meals. Especially her best tasting "Pork Adobo", no one can beat her with that,not even me... Id say mom's a very patient mother, with 7kids? she would have been crazy taking care of her children of different attitudes and moods. Like anyone here, she gets easily nervous about everything, talk a lot or lecture everytime she wants to raise her point, gets mad if provoked, sweet like she'll invite to go to UK (ukay ukay po)and me end up paying up for everything, crazy and wacky, and most of all she's like a friend whom you can talk to.... ok, I smell drama now. STOP.
And so today, we all went out , first time for us to be all together for a dinner, and guess where we went??? ha ha ha ha McDonald's!! hmm it's suppose to be Shakeys or Maxx's, but motherhood insist to go somewhere food are served fast, for she wants us to attend the 7:30pm mass, which I dont wanna do that time,. But she made sure we're all done with our foods at past 7, so we wont be late.. oh well, I dont have a choice, mom and dad dropped us off at the church!! So there, we sit in a row, all of us (her kids), she already attended the morning mass so they just went home.. The mass' homily was great. I saw myself almost in tears. And before the mass ended, there's this catholic group who presented a mothers'day interpretative dance, and a choir of men holding candles at the back. The show's message, and the entire mass's pinch me down to my heart of how special and great mothers are. And I thank mom, she insisted us to attend that mass..
And when we got home, oh a gallon of ice cream's waiting in the fridge!! happy here it's mothers day, hope everyday it is... lol
Myspace, Friendster, Hi5, MSN Spaces etc etc etc
Cool blog. Great layout. Embedded music. Friend requests. Pretty photos. Meant to socialize. Flirt. and so on.... some few things that this interactive social sites offers, that most people of my age,and teenagers are very hooked up to. I plead guilty! well not to all of those sites you know hehehe.. here's the story: Once upon a time, I became acquianted with Internet, I felt like I can see the whole world and know what people thinks in just one click. The first experience of typing the first website i knewwww.hotmail.com and signing up that info-thing(that's the first thing my computer teacher taught me and the class) was a cool one.Walahhhh I have my very first email add!! and started to give it to everyone i know, and even asked them "email me!!" ha ha ha.. it's like im a naive girl who came from a far-flung town of Quezon with zero sign of civilization,and went to a busy city of Manila !! Yay! until I learned the language of chatting, learned the "asl", "brb" and "gtg"..I made a lot of few friends, chat with anyone who buzz me, download this and that, click left and right, and then all of a sudden my online world stopped, ooops!I broke down the school's computer...funny I didnt know such thing as viruses then..lol..... AND now, bye bye hotmail, welcome friendster, had hundreds of friends yeah just keep on adding everyone, not happy so I switch to Hi5, MSN's spaces, and Myspace all of the same time! jeeez, a total torture to my poor inbox..
Dont ask me to add you up, coz just deleted all my profiles! Im maintaining my Myspace now, since i love tracking people's blog and rants... and it's quiet there, i just wish there's a way who viewed my profile..hmmm. which they dont allow that.. anyway lets's talk about history!! MYSPACE was founded by Tom Anderson with his team of programmers back in July 2003, and just recently sold the site to Rupert Morduch of Fox News Corp. Myspace which is at sixth position for the most visited English website in the world with 76million whopping users! outwitted Friendster, Livejournal and the like.. as for Friendster, it was established in 2002 by Jonathan Abrams. Generally speaking, the members of Friendster's service are young adults in Europe, North America, and Asia aged about 21 to 30. However, even that cannot be accurately defined as there are also many other users within other regions and age groups. as evidenced in the larger membership of teenagers than young adults in South East Asia especially in the Philippines and Indonesia. --excerpts from wikipedia.. Look at that, friendster's a big hit here! beat my family, all of my sibs and cousins have friendster accounts!
My day? *duh* if i wasnt able to go to Jollibee and eat my fav chickenjoy with an overflowing gravy, i wont feel any better. Dad,mum,irene, reymart and my baby sis went there after attending a mass.. the conflict? family and business issue in one! and it's sad i cant do anything about it. I need a lawyer to fix this, and save my ass for a crime! LOL.. hey, dont think I did something bad here, na ah! no no no no. *dont ask* spare me this,. good thing, honey's on at his IM, we talked and i whine about everything, that's my baby, he absorbed it all,and now he's worried... and happy when he gave a call just to make sure im ok, well honey just to hear your voice, baby ill be fine...awww, love yah! *kisses* 
>>>YESTERDAY was my sister IRENE's graduation.It was held at PICC, and the rites took 6hours to finish! good thing i didnt go with them (my proud parents and Cathy), me being sleepyhead?not on that occasion.. I just cooked everyone's favorite "my killer-spaghetti" for dinner, I never taste any spaghetti better than the way i cooked it. Very true. Ask my tasters and the fans..as for my sis, at last she's done with that 4years like us, but months more for her review and board, btw she took up Nursing..
>>>tomorrow's agenda: hmmm go to the City Hall and secure police and NBI clearances, as the usual requirement in applying jobs, go to Makati and try my luck again heh, and my favorite thing to do, read blogs (of EXes)hehehehe, trying to find out something..lol shhhhh dont tell anyone
>>>more rants! just wish my bestfriend Anthony had the time to see me when he was here for a two weeks off from his cruise job, imagine he just left again for Europe without telling me, he better be sure to have the best explanation for this, and he havent hand me my "pasalubong" yet..hmmm, hope his reading this now.
so, gtg!need to have a beauty rest for tomorrow. love you ppl
WANTED: JOB
Im still up again, enjoying a cup of coffee with half cup of cream ha ha ha ha, that's how i make my coffee, it should be rather called creamer with coffee!..just like last night(morning) i keep on yawning but not sleepy, contemplating on reading a book or blog.., i have my first book to read this 
week, it's Bernard Schlink's The Reader, the first one i read since my Grisham days, back on my last job. I haven't checked out what's J.Grisham's latest yet..I never thought that blogging could be this addicting, my stats inspired me to write more, see, I have regular visitors already YEHEY!!! ha ha ha sorry got carried away.. Im actually thinking of changing my blogskin into something and put up some more stuff on my side bar, just help me everyone, Im just new here, my excuse...LOL
It's my brother Reymart's birthday today, he just turned 12 i think, cant remember, mom cooked our favorite "Sinigang" or Pork in tamarind soup, wa!! it was so yummy, and we just had ice cream for dinner.. we decided to celebrate his bday together with mum's bday on 19th, we're going for a swim again, hopefully on a beach, I love beaches..
Oh im currently looking for a job!!! oh help wanted!!! I need it for sometime to while away until I go to school and get some Dentistry units this October. It's freaking bored in here, I think my butt's getting callous now..hehehe. probably get a call center job since it's the current trend job, and it suits my sleeping habit, see im still up when im supposed to be sleeping.. My main motivation for 
this is Shopping! yeah, when was the last time I went to buy something for myself??It's been ages man! Everything I have right now was given by people who cares *sobs* hmmm i just remembered what my Marketing professor's motto, "practice you're purchasing power".. i hope i would still have something
left for this, since ill be paying bills and loans *sigh*Im off this monday for a big jobjunt hehehe, Ill try Alabang or Makati, hate sitting here and just pig out..
Im waiting for Dave's call, I woke up with three missed calls from him, he must be worrying now, he's not online that's why. He's at Coral Beach Resort in SC (not sure)with Nate who just got there straight from NM. They just went there for that NASCAR cafe or park something, if you heard of it.. any NASCAR fans here? im not(yet), but i would love to.. i like driving actually just scared or racing and get hurt..
what if jealousy knocks in?
My day went well today, it's 4 in the morning, insomniac's saying hello again.. My day could have been all good except for this very second, im experiencing shortness of breath, that's what i exactly feel right now, as feeling anxious of what I would be reading next in this girl's blog which i accidentally bumped into. You know when my curiousity strikes, it itches me to do something (pronto ija!) to find answers to what my mind's cravings, and most of time I get want I want, and only then i'd feel ok (and calm).The blog looks familiar for I have seen it once but never read, and so here it goes.. I want to criticise how her dark blue background and white verdana fonts made my eyes sore, but that's not it, it's what's in her blog that made me read all her entries... it's a story of her daily life, her work, her moods, her girlfriends and her cat. But of course, her lovelife too. Who would'nt want to read something about someone else's love story,heh? She mentioned about her bestfriend and and ex-boyfriend, who are for her would-be the best guys for him but didnt end up to be. What caught my attention is her story with her bestfriend, for he have mentioned his name a couple of times..She have a bestfriend for 7 years, whom they have known each other very well. The guy know her more than anyone does. They dated once but it didnt work out, and as i have read on the previous posts, he cheated on her. oh well,im sorry, "men will always be polygamous" --- as all women said! LOL hahaha, trivia: I used to live in that shitty saying though, i was once a manhater (dont ask)... So they went back to being friends after some years. The girl's still single and dating, and the guy is engaged to marry, that I think from my deepest understanding between the lines, she is very jealous of..
"I've had feelings for him off and on quite a bit and he's told me the same...however...he is engaged to marry someone else and it kills me I guess b/c I never pictured him marrying anyone but me. The sad part is his parents love me and my dad loves him and they tell us often we should be the ones getting married.."
Her bestest friend is her soulmate, she said.For me that would be a perfect of all relationships, you know you're goin to marry your bestfriend and both parents would be very happy that they would end up together. You know how the deal with in-laws, if they dont like you for their son/daughter, you'd end up pleasing them, kissing thier ass if you have really have to. But look at her sitch, everything seems to be in a proper place. If Im the guy's fiance, id get jealous, id be wishing this and that for things to be easy. The guy's heart belongs to this girl whom he loves so much, I dont know if he loves or still likes his bestfriend, I doesnt say anything so on the blog..well if there is, sure she would have post it here and her girlfriends are now celebrating and might be drinking champagne for that. On one post she said, ".... but honestly as mcuh as I'd love for us to be together and we'd have everyone's blessing IF it were to happen I don't think it would work...as much as I believe deep down we are soul mates that were only meant to be friends....anything other than just wouldn't work....." Sure it is, love works two ways honey. You have to accept the fact that he's engaged and happy, and hoping the other way around will only cause you pain, a heartbreak..Been there, and it hurt me big time ..fell in love with a bestfriend, the feeling's mutual, we dated out, im so in love that i got blinded by the fact that his heart belongs to someone else (i hate the girl), but the difference is our love is right but in the wrong time as Barry Manilow quoted...
So, in a way I understand the girl blogger's feelings, she knew it wont work anyway though she's still hides some more-than-friends kind of love for him.. I wish I knew how much..wish i knew...
my heart's breaking after reading her notes, being away from the man you love is hard, you know missing him really bad everyday, and thinking about him occupies my mind most of the time. AND bumping unto her bestfriend's blog is not a joke, it made me wish that Im with my man already..I know it wont be long and we will be together.. but right now? YES, im jealous. and SHE owns the blog...
