May I find comfort here?

spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Goodbye Uncle Eddie

Goodbye Uncle Eddie...



my dear uncle Eddie has just buried today.. we're not really that close but he's a nice person not only to me but to everyone too. He's a man of laughter, you rarely can see him with a problematic face, you know why? because he knows how to manage all those.. His death is unexpected, the family are shocked when we found out that he met an accident at work.. He then was rushed to PGH Manila, which I regret why we rushed him there, the place only accelerated his death.. I hate PGH's Emergency room!!!! especially the doctors and the nurses. My uncle fought for his life, I knew he doesnt want to go yet, but that's life, and God's will.

I know wherever he is right now, he's happy. May God bless his soul.

all bruised up

let's just say it's a bad day for me. You know how I got this? from carwashing! I was trying to reach this rear end of the tire's hood (I dont know how you call it), the next thing I know I already have this violet thing on my arm.

I need to...

I need to....




change my template.. im bored with brown and black.. you know what's the worst thing is? actually im bored with my life right now.. wahhhhhhhhh

Jhosvaire Jamz

JHOSVAIRE JAMZ


This are my group of friends back in highschool, we are called Jhosvaire Jamz, with all our names'initials are on it. Comprised of 12 people, but later we became 13, namely; Rangel, Aldo, Archie, Jose, Christian, Richard, Julius, Jemimah, Rachiel, Shiela, Vanessa Joy, Chingbee, and me.. And last July 22nd, we hold our very 1st reunion after 11years!!! I really miss this guys so much. .I get to see some of them before but we never had the chance to organize a reunion since some of them went migrated abroad already, and some are really out of touch. Jemimah lives in California, while Rachiel settled in Australia, Richard's in Korea and Christian's working in Kuwait, see how hard it would be to get them all in one date? But when we learnt that Rachiel's going home to get her kids, she requested to see us. And so, Jhoy and I called and text everyone to block off that July 22nd for the reunion, we even went house to house just to make sure everyone would come. I was so happy to see 8 of them that night, here's some pics I took, while some of them aren't drunk yet ha ha ha ha..

~*Rangel, Julius, Archie*~

~*Chingbee, me, Jhoy*~

~*me, Jhoy, Chingbee*~

~*Rangel & Julius*~

~*me & Shiela*~

~*Chingbee & Ching*~

What a night, I went home at 4am!! Hope we can do this again.. hopefully this coming December, this time with Jemimah and Ching promised to fly back just for that day.. wish I could introduce my honey to them too.. *sigh* I miss him

Flowers from Iraq

Flowers from Iraq




Im so happy today,I got a vase of fresh flowers from my hubby, it's so lovely, heart-touching flowers from him..love you daddy!hehehe Im just a bit confused bout how it'was arranged.. I wonder how much it costs him to send this through a local www.funflowers.com but of 1-800-something worlwide..


read on that sweet lines

Don't cha wish your man is as sweet like him???

updates

....updates



as for the JOB im looking for? hehe im still jobless, even if someone offer me one right now, Im not sure if ill take it, see I only have a month and a half to work, 'cause i have to prepare my school records and enroll by October.. Im goin to take "Dental Hygiene", a two year-course, pre-dental one.. this would be my 2nd course after I took Business Management.Im excited already.. What i am not sure of is that, if this program that i'll enrolling at will be credited once I get to US and practice there, 'cause from what I read online at www.adha.org that they might consider foreign students who studied abroad provided they will evaluate the units/subjects I took and if it doesnt conform with their program, they will advise students to further take additional subjects. They are quite strict with that. Then what if they dont recognize what the program I took here in the Philippines??? that's the problem! I have to take the whole course again there.. which I think would cost 5x the tuition fees here.. poor me.. oh not me.. poor Dave.. yeah, he's the one who's going to send me to school.. love you honey..hehehe.. Im excited to go back to school, but still, I really need to get a part-time job..oh man!

Is anyone here have gone through this situation? you studied here, and practice or work in US?share the experience will ya

oh, my sisters and I just watched AntBully yesterday! It was fun way to bond with my sisses, did I mention to you that I still have a 3year-old sister?yeah, with her age I know you'd say she could be my child..what should you do if you have parents that still practice sex? ewwwww dont want to talk about it..gross huh?... we went to Alabang Town Center (my favorite place), window shopping, movie, and ate out at Gerry's Grill ...

the food was great especially the Pork Sisig..


but hell, the service???? dissatisfied the sisig was served after 15minutes, but the rice??it took them a long 30minutes with just 4cup of rice.. I was really pissed off, waiting is a big deal for me when it comes to food, grrrr especially if im starving already!!! you know what I did? no tip for the waiter...

Tokyo Drift myspace layout

Tokyo Drift myspace layout




I just changed my myspace layout again, this time to this Fast and the Furious's Tokyo Drift..Shame I haven't seen the movie yet, my fault, my butt's glued at home..quite a homebody huh?right.. anyway, for those who want to have that layout like mine , here's the script!!!! just a reminder people in copy-pasting codes, delete the div tags that you could see on the last part, that is if you dont want some extra ads hanging on your left or right layouts, as you can see on other's myspaces..

Im not sure if this works with Hi5 or friendster.

GET IT HERE


photo credits:yahoo images

and my jobhunting never ends.......

and my jobhunting never ends...



ha, what a journey! I feel like my clock is ticking, i have to get a job within the month or else i would end up at my dad's office again, to which the labor is free wahhhhh... it's been a long month since i posted about me getting a job, look now im still here. Actually im torn of gettin one, for by October ill be going back to college again and earn Dentistry units, im goin to take "Dental Hygiene", a post degree course for two years, I should have thought of going back to school before since i had a lot of time,.. well, it's not too late though, but i wish to do a lot of things aside from studying.
Going back to my jobhunt story, im screwed! I think being a bum for months must have dragged my I.Q big time..would this explain why im being slow lately??lol i think this is what you get from bein a lazy turtle. I just had my job exam yesterday,and just realized i need mind exercises!geeez, i had a hard time on the first part of the exam but later got through with it and finished the five sets of diff exams all smoothly and on time.. but im not expecting if they'll hire me or what. Maybe my resume's already in the trash by now..lol.. I think i should get a sign "HIRE ME" and hang it on my neck so everyone would see, that i need a job badly. Oh crap, my doze of caffeine is kicking in again..

have you seen the latest in Iraq? pls pray for this people

my dead for a moment

cool people im still alive!, but my laptop's not, it's dead! wahhhhhhhh of all things, why my life?hu hu hu hu..ok the problem, the monitor's backlight's gone, as in i did everything i have to do, from settings and hp's troubleshoot thing, still, nada! my friend ella, a software engineer, told me to just bring to the nearest hp service center, i think she could help me if my laptop's brand is IBM, her's is. Im going to Makati maybe this week to inquire how much it would costs to repair it or worse, if i have to buy parts.. it's been gone for like 5days already, so thus my life is... i can still use my DSL (that works for a minute, and dead for the rest of the day) and that broken laptop, that is if i use flashlight, the room's light on and there's sunrays coming through my window! LOL, a big joke, but i did that for two days, cant help it,.. im online for like 14hours max/a day!oh YEAH i am.. those were the days... arghhhh, my Sims game too!! my music tripping and pictures editing,.. all gone, well for a moment,.. that, i dont know for how long,..so, im dead for a moment

oh my David's on Dubai right now, glad he got there safely,..not the praying and worrying doubles as he'll go back to his previous job, and stays there for 4months, and until i get to see him again,.. pretty long days and weeks, but i can do that, i can wait,.. as long as he's safe there, and me here. A lot of robbery's been going on our so-called safe and organized village in the south. My cousin and her friend were one of those victimized, while walking in an open space along the main busy road at 4 in the afternoon, there's three guys who walked with them and declared "holdup!", they took her friend's cellphone and a 7,000 cash in just seconds, with a gun and a pocketknife pointing at you, there's no way to negotiate, it's the cellphone or your life,.. so there, my cuz traumatized and is having sleepless nights.. geeez,, calling police here, act now!

Laugh Out Loud

my credits goes craft beader of GT, my jaws dropped from laughing! lol


A Woman's Secret .. and her Prayer


There was once a man and woman who had been married
for more than 60 years. They had shared everything.
They had talked about everything.


They had kept no secrets from each other except
that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of
her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to
open or ask her about.


For all of these years, he had never thought about
the box, but one day the little old woman got very
sick and the doctor said she would not recover....


In trying to sort out their affairs, the little
old man took down the shoe box and took it to his
wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he
should know what was in the box.


When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls
and a stack of money totaling $25,000. He asked her
about the contents.


"When we were to be married," she said, "my
grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage
was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got
angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a
doll."


The little old man was so moved; he had to fight
back tears. Only two precious dolls were in the box.
She had only been angry with him two times in all
those years of living and loving. He almost burst
with happiness......


"Honey," he said, "that explains the dolls, but what
about all of this money? Where did it come from?"
"Oh," she said, "that's the money I made from
selling all the dolls..."
Women will love this...............



A Prayer.

Dear God, I pray for :

Wisdom to understand my man;
Love to forgive him;
And Patience for his moods;
because God, if I pray for Strength,
I'll beat him to death

Mother's day is McDonald's day

Happy Mothers' Day to all mommies out there! this is my beloved mum, our sibs' buddy.. people call her Tita Regie she got that name back when we still have our canteen. (fyi: we call elder women like that of my mom's age "Tita", that's how we address elder people, related or not, with respect here, "Tito" for male)She cooks very well, that in a short period of time, she already have regular customers who always look for her cooked meals. Especially her best tasting "Pork Adobo", no one can beat her with that,not even me... Id say mom's a very patient mother, with 7kids? she would have been crazy taking care of her children of different attitudes and moods. Like anyone here, she gets easily nervous about everything, talk a lot or lecture everytime she wants to raise her point, gets mad if provoked, sweet like she'll invite to go to UK (ukay ukay po)and me end up paying up for everything, crazy and wacky, and most of all she's like a friend whom you can talk to.... ok, I smell drama now. STOP.

And so today, we all went out , first time for us to be all together for a dinner, and guess where we went??? ha ha ha ha McDonald's!! hmm it's suppose to be Shakeys or Maxx's, but motherhood insist to go somewhere food are served fast, for she wants us to attend the 7:30pm mass, which I dont wanna do that time,. But she made sure we're all done with our foods at past 7, so we wont be late.. oh well, I dont have a choice, mom and dad dropped us off at the church!! So there, we sit in a row, all of us (her kids), she already attended the morning mass so they just went home.. The mass' homily was great. I saw myself almost in tears. And before the mass ended, there's this catholic group who presented a mothers'day interpretative dance, and a choir of men holding candles at the back. The show's message, and the entire mass's pinch me down to my heart of how special and great mothers are. And I thank mom, she insisted us to attend that mass..

And when we got home, oh a gallon of ice cream's waiting in the fridge!! happy here it's mothers day, hope everyday it is... lol

Myspace, Friendster, Hi5, MSN Spaces etc etc etc

Cool blog. Great layout. Embedded music. Friend requests. Pretty photos. Meant to socialize. Flirt. and so on.... some few things that this interactive social sites offers, that most people of my age,and teenagers are very hooked up to. I plead guilty! well not to all of those sites you know hehehe.. here's the story: Once upon a time, I became acquianted with Internet, I felt like I can see the whole world and know what people thinks in just one click. The first experience of typing the first website i knewwww.hotmail.com and signing up that info-thing(that's the first thing my computer teacher taught me and the class) was a cool one.Walahhhh I have my very first email add!! and started to give it to everyone i know, and even asked them "email me!!" ha ha ha.. it's like im a naive girl who came from a far-flung town of Quezon with zero sign of civilization,and went to a busy city of Manila !! Yay! until I learned the language of chatting, learned the "asl", "brb" and "gtg"..I made a lot of few friends, chat with anyone who buzz me, download this and that, click left and right, and then all of a sudden my online world stopped, ooops!I broke down the school's computer...funny I didnt know such thing as viruses then..lol..... AND now, bye bye hotmail, welcome friendster, had hundreds of friends yeah just keep on adding everyone, not happy so I switch to Hi5, MSN's spaces, and Myspace all of the same time! jeeez, a total torture to my poor inbox..

Dont ask me to add you up, coz just deleted all my profiles! Im maintaining my Myspace now, since i love tracking people's blog and rants... and it's quiet there, i just wish there's a way who viewed my profile..hmmm. which they dont allow that.. anyway lets's talk about history!! MYSPACE was founded by Tom Anderson with his team of programmers back in July 2003, and just recently sold the site to Rupert Morduch of Fox News Corp. Myspace which is at sixth position for the most visited English website in the world with 76million whopping users! outwitted Friendster, Livejournal and the like.. as for Friendster, it was established in 2002 by Jonathan Abrams. Generally speaking, the members of Friendster's service are young adults in Europe, North America, and Asia aged about 21 to 30. However, even that cannot be accurately defined as there are also many other users within other regions and age groups. as evidenced in the larger membership of teenagers than young adults in South East Asia especially in the Philippines and Indonesia. --excerpts from wikipedia.. Look at that, friendster's a big hit here! beat my family, all of my sibs and cousins have friendster accounts!

My day? *duh* if i wasnt able to go to Jollibee and eat my fav chickenjoy with an overflowing gravy, i wont feel any better. Dad,mum,irene, reymart and my baby sis went there after attending a mass.. the conflict? family and business issue in one! and it's sad i cant do anything about it. I need a lawyer to fix this, and save my ass for a crime! LOL.. hey, dont think I did something bad here, na ah! no no no no. *dont ask* spare me this,. good thing, honey's on at his IM, we talked and i whine about everything, that's my baby, he absorbed it all,and now he's worried... and happy when he gave a call just to make sure im ok, well honey just to hear your voice, baby ill be fine...awww, love yah! *kisses*


>>>YESTERDAY was my sister IRENE's graduation.It was held at PICC, and the rites took 6hours to finish! good thing i didnt go with them (my proud parents and Cathy), me being sleepyhead?not on that occasion.. I just cooked everyone's favorite "my killer-spaghetti" for dinner, I never taste any spaghetti better than the way i cooked it. Very true. Ask my tasters and the fans..as for my sis, at last she's done with that 4years like us, but months more for her review and board, btw she took up Nursing..

>>>tomorrow's agenda: hmmm go to the City Hall and secure police and NBI clearances, as the usual requirement in applying jobs, go to Makati and try my luck again heh, and my favorite thing to do, read blogs (of EXes)hehehehe, trying to find out something..lol shhhhh dont tell anyone

>>>more rants! just wish my bestfriend Anthony had the time to see me when he was here for a two weeks off from his cruise job, imagine he just left again for Europe without telling me, he better be sure to have the best explanation for this, and he havent hand me my "pasalubong" yet..hmmm, hope his reading this now.

so, gtg!need to have a beauty rest for tomorrow. love you ppl

WANTED: JOB

Im still up again, enjoying a cup of coffee with half cup of cream ha ha ha ha, that's how i make my coffee, it should be rather called creamer with coffee!..just like last night(morning) i keep on yawning but not sleepy, contemplating on reading a book or blog.., i have my first book to read this
week, it's Bernard Schlink's The Reader, the first one i read since my Grisham days, back on my last job. I haven't checked out what's J.Grisham's latest yet..I never thought that blogging could be this addicting, my stats inspired me to write more, see, I have regular visitors already YEHEY!!! ha ha ha sorry got carried away.. Im actually thinking of changing my blogskin into something and put up some more stuff on my side bar, just help me everyone, Im just new here, my excuse...LOL
It's my brother Reymart's birthday today, he just turned 12 i think, cant remember, mom cooked our favorite "Sinigang" or Pork in tamarind soup, wa!! it was so yummy, and we just had ice cream for dinner.. we decided to celebrate his bday together with mum's bday on 19th, we're going for a swim again, hopefully on a beach, I love beaches..

Oh im currently looking for a job!!! oh help wanted!!! I need it for sometime to while away until I go to school and get some Dentistry units this October. It's freaking bored in here, I think my butt's getting callous now..hehehe. probably get a call center job since it's the current trend job, and it suits my sleeping habit, see im still up when im supposed to be sleeping.. My main motivation for this is Shopping! yeah, when was the last time I went to buy something for myself??It's been ages man! Everything I have right now was given by people who cares *sobs* hmmm i just remembered what my Marketing professor's motto, "practice you're purchasing power".. i hope i would still have something
left for this, since ill be paying bills and loans *sigh*Im off this monday for a big jobjunt hehehe, Ill try Alabang or Makati, hate sitting here and just pig out..

Im waiting for Dave's call, I woke up with three missed calls from him, he must be worrying now, he's not online that's why. He's at Coral Beach Resort in SC (not sure)with Nate who just got there straight from NM. They just went there for that NASCAR cafe or park something, if you heard of it.. any NASCAR fans here? im not(yet), but i would love to.. i like driving actually just scared or racing and get hurt..

what if jealousy knocks in?

My day went well today, it's 4 in the morning, insomniac's saying hello again.. My day could have been all good except for this very second, im experiencing shortness of breath, that's what i exactly feel right now, as feeling anxious of what I would be reading next in this girl's blog which i accidentally bumped into. You know when my curiousity strikes, it itches me to do something (pronto ija!) to find answers to what my mind's cravings, and most of time I get want I want, and only then i'd feel ok (and calm).The blog looks familiar for I have seen it once but never read, and so here it goes.. I want to criticise how her dark blue background and white verdana fonts made my eyes sore, but that's not it, it's what's in her blog that made me read all her entries... it's a story of her daily life, her work, her moods, her girlfriends and her cat. But of course, her lovelife too. Who would'nt want to read something about someone else's love story,heh? She mentioned about her bestfriend and and ex-boyfriend, who are for her would-be the best guys for him but didnt end up to be. What caught my attention is her story with her bestfriend, for he have mentioned his name a couple of times..She have a bestfriend for 7 years, whom they have known each other very well. The guy know her more than anyone does. They dated once but it didnt work out, and as i have read on the previous posts, he cheated on her. oh well,im sorry, "men will always be polygamous" --- as all women said! LOL hahaha, trivia: I used to live in that shitty saying though, i was once a manhater (dont ask)... So they went back to being friends after some years. The girl's still single and dating, and the guy is engaged to marry, that I think from my deepest understanding between the lines, she is very jealous of..

"I've had feelings for him off and on quite a bit and he's told me the same...however...he is engaged to marry someone else and it kills me I guess b/c I never pictured him marrying anyone but me. The sad part is his parents love me and my dad loves him and they tell us often we should be the ones getting married.."

Her bestest friend is her soulmate, she said.For me that would be a perfect of all relationships, you know you're goin to marry your bestfriend and both parents would be very happy that they would end up together. You know how the deal with in-laws, if they dont like you for their son/daughter, you'd end up pleasing them, kissing thier ass if you have really have to. But look at her sitch, everything seems to be in a proper place. If Im the guy's fiance, id get jealous, id be wishing this and that for things to be easy. The guy's heart belongs to this girl whom he loves so much, I dont know if he loves or still likes his bestfriend, I doesnt say anything so on the blog..well if there is, sure she would have post it here and her girlfriends are now celebrating and might be drinking champagne for that. On one post she said, ".... but honestly as mcuh as I'd love for us to be together and we'd have everyone's blessing IF it were to happen I don't think it would work...as much as I believe deep down we are soul mates that were only meant to be friends....anything other than just wouldn't work....." Sure it is, love works two ways honey. You have to accept the fact that he's engaged and happy, and hoping the other way around will only cause you pain, a heartbreak..Been there, and it hurt me big time ..fell in love with a bestfriend, the feeling's mutual, we dated out, im so in love that i got blinded by the fact that his heart belongs to someone else (i hate the girl), but the difference is our love is right but in the wrong time as Barry Manilow quoted...

So, in a way I understand the girl blogger's feelings, she knew it wont work anyway though she's still hides some more-than-friends kind of love for him.. I wish I knew how much..wish i knew...

my heart's breaking after reading her notes, being away from the man you love is hard, you know missing him really bad everyday, and thinking about him occupies my mind most of the time. AND bumping unto her bestfriend's blog is not a joke, it made me wish that Im with my man already..I know it wont be long and we will be together.. but right now? YES, im jealous. and SHE owns the blog...

Splash Splash Splash

Summer.summer.summer

Season where you should buy coppertones and SPFs unless you wish to be more tan. In my case, I dont need it anymore, Im tan since birth! hehehe i love it though. brown or tan, is beautiful as they say to-die-for skin, just count those people who goes to tanning parlor to have our skin, that doesn't look natural at all.. as for this hot season, as Dave calls my room as oven! lol.. The gang(family) went on Splash Mountain an hour-drive going south from my cave. This would be just my 2nd time since ages ago. The first time I went there was when it's newly opened, less crowd.. We enjoyed the water and as for me, I tried my best to pretend i knew how to swim. lol Yeah, at my age, i dunno!!! im scared of getting drowned and drink pool water..eww.. I just wish we didnt went on Sunday, coz it's like it's everyone's free time to unwind, I cant believe the crowd..but luckily we found a good spot and that's the last pool, the kiddie one, it's like 3ft! (good for me)and the other one is 4 and 5, which i almost got drowned, see? well 3ft is ok, for my little sister.. S

Splash has extended their place, before it was only 4 big pools, but now they have like 9 or something, they have slides too, see that yellow and orange? I never ride on that one.. ok, call me wimp hehehehe

High

it's been days since he went back to states, i never thought i would miss him this much.. feel like my heart's breaking into pieces, 6months is not a long wait, boy im so sad right now, it's unbearable!

N90 my phone.... on my wish list

IF EVER, anytime soon or maybe just a wish, this is the fone I wanted to have..

My Object of Affection

...if I was a frog, and you're a little biddie fish, would you still love me?...hmm,we'd be friends i guess.....yes, i would love you no matter what

Dave driving his jeep

"He would always ask me something like that, and whatever he or i might be, I would still love him" I have mentioned a lot of Daves and Davids on my previous posts, silly I just realized you readers don't know him yet..

so how would I start? ok story again....a year ago,I claimed that 2005 would be the greatest year for me, without a goal or anticipations, I knew something will happen that will make me happy, that was my faith (a dream?)..After a recovery from a miserable relationship, I never thought of dating again, well for the meantime hehehe, though I have some few fans out there waiting for the green light, none of them made me appreciate it. Im a hopeless romantic here waiting for that so-called magic. I call it destiny as to how Dave and I met. It was August 2004 when I saw an old friend again, Josh, at my friend's son's birthday party. I haven't seen him for 8years already, he took everyone's email addresses and cellphone numbers. The next time I heard from him was sometime January and he's already in Iraq working. To make the story short, he introduced Dave to me. I find him so cute and goodlookin', but I cant just trust someone that easily, it's only physical attraction anyway, and one thing, he's American, different culture and thinking...but you know, everything changes...Our love blossomed through constant chats and calls, even more when he first came here to see me.. since then he visits me often once he have a chance to. It drew me more closer to him, trusting him even more (you know how fragile my heart now is.. lol) Im so happy, for this is the kind of relationship ive been dreaming of, it is really a partnership. He looks after me, protects me, makes me laugh,oh he's such a crazy animal, wacky clown, he's someone that can lighten up anyone's day, and most importantly, he made me talk and express myself...and the best thing? he's the sweetest person I have ever met! i dont want to describe him more, see i have female readers here, you may get interested or something..hehehe

Im so happy I have him, he's mine, he's my other half,a bestfriend,. my true love.. see how magic does?wish he knew how much i love him, oh well time will test that

His 5pm flight via China Airlines today

April 17th 5pm, that was the time his plane flew.

I woke up with a sad heart today, Ive been holding my tears since last night's party, enjoying the last hours we're together, ika nga' making every minute counts. I was up at 7 already, washed his clothes and made sure it was all dried up by noon. He seems not ready to leave,got up at 11 and just started packing his things at 12 . It would be five long months, could be 6, until we get to see each other again. He has to go back and work.. This would the longest time we'll be apart, since he go here every two months average